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It was my colleague’s birthday the other day. When it came time to write in her birthday card, I channelled some personal, quirky things to say, things that would warm her heart and put a smile on her face, inspirational things, as I always do.
A couple of days later she came to me and thanked me for what I said. She had the smile on her face that I forsaw she would. It was absolutely lovey to see.
I only told her the truth, the truth of who I saw she was, deep inside.
What does this have to do with being forgetful?
I’ve struggled with memory all my life. Ever since ever I was forgetful. I’ve learned skill sets to help me remember, tasks in the calendar, alarms, reminders, emails, still always marking things ‘unread’ just so I know to get back to actioning whatever is needed.
I find it helpful as I can free my brain space to be able to focus on other things, and what I actually want to focus on the most, is to to space out.
It’s easier to just think of nothing than to constantly think of the same thing over and over and over again.
I used to tell people ‘you’ll have to remind me of your name as I will forget it’ or ‘sorry, I didn’t realise we’ve met before, I’m not very good with faces’ or ‘I sent you that email? I can’t remember’ or ‘I said that? I wish I remembered’. I really felt so embarrassed by it, ashamed because ‘I should be better; I should do better’, as I would always tell myself.
All of these moments kept happening until I realised that I am forgetful, and I just accepted it.
Until a moment when I saw my colleague’s face light up, her soul smiling, her energy beaming out, from the 2-3 sentences I’ve written in her card, that to this day, I still can’t remember.
I knew then, there must have been something in what I wrote, something that would help me understand.
And NOT remembering what it was, I realised, I was channelling for her.
When I'm in pure channel, and deliver information through myself, to the person, from their soul, or messages from their higher self, and I put myself to the side, it's actually impossible for me to remember.
The reason I can't remember, is because the messages are NOT for me, they're for that person.
So then no wonder she was radiating with inner joy, because the messages resonated with her, and they didn't resonate with me. They were channelled all along. She actually knew them, she just needed to be reminded of them.
And now that I think back of other times, where I was always upset at myself because I was forgetful, those moments were the ones where I was constantly channelling.
Even now, I still have my lists, reminders, calendars, to help me remember, and it's extremely helpful.
I even use the divine to help me remember now, I always ask 'divine, please remind me I need to do this at this time', I then let it go, and trust that when the moment comes, I am reminded by the divine.
I get a knowing, a feeling, an image of a reminder that I need to do what I had asked divine to remind me to. I then quickly say a humble thank you, do that thing and carry on.
So it's not about the fact that I'm forgetful, I'm actually just channelling.
Here comes the question.
What if, when we are forgetful, we are actually meant to help others in their journey? What if we're actually channelling, and we don't even know it?
My message (and action steps) for you:
Think of a time where had a nice conversation with a good friend, where you maybe offered some advice and didn't think much of it at the time. Some time later, you friend came to you and thanked you for the advice you gave them, as it had a huge impact in their life. I'm curious how you responded in that moment - did you forget you had given that advice? Did you remember it only when your friend reminded you of it? Or maybe you can't even remember ever saying that at all? There you go ... you were channelling.
And always remember ...
You are worthy, you are loved, you are enough, always! And you're great! You're a superstar!
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